The Definition of Hell

Hell

So many people believed that hell is an eternal suffering where people who did bad things went to when they died.

For me, i believe that hell is having this longing feeling for something that you cant have.

No matter how hard you try or how much you prayed to God, the things that you love will always slip away from your grasp. And you can only watch and stand still as it is being stolen away right in front of your eyes.

You begin to wonder why. Where did you go wrong. What can you do to make it right. But life isn't that nice. It simply wont give you the luxuries of closure.

As you begin to realizes that it is not just a mere nightmare, the longing feelings that left in your heart turns slowly into a nasty scar, hurting you, causing you to suffer in silence.

You wish you can reset this life and trade it for something new. You wish you can just end it all and there will be no consequences. Since the pain is too much for you to handle. Yet that's not how this world works. Because for every actions, there'll be consequences waiting for you in afterlife.

So you are left in this world, forced to live day by day with this nasty scar in your heart, without being able to do anything. Every seconds feels so fucking painful that make you wish to be hit by a truck just to end it all.

Yet somehow you have to deal with all of this shit while keeping a calm composures to function as a productive member of societies.

If this is not one of the very definition of hell, then i dont know what hell is.